Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Days are Coming Fast

Well, I have officially spent the last few days just living. Hmmm...all this time over the last couple years working to get myself caught up and I forgot how great it is to just experience each day and time I spend with people. I think that we sometimes get so caught up in daily routines that we forget what is important. Even though we may originally create them out of necessity we forget how we were before we started that routine. I spent time on the Harley, just riding to ride again, I spent two days grilling and cooking, something I so love but haven't made the time for until lately. Funny, I actually have a full refrigerator now and am leaving in two weeks. Natalie, hopefully there is some stuff in there you might like. I spent a couple nights with my close friend at our local watering hole, and really got how nice it is to be known there like family. It is like a symbol of home. I can walk in and the owners, bartenders and some regulars are like "Hey Firemanjoe", and my drink is ready at the bar before I sit down. It's the little things I will miss. Talking with the neighbors about condo business or who is moving in to our building. The talks with the barista at Starbucks about how our neighborhood is changing. Waiting in the longest line at Dominicks just to talk to my favorite cashier about her life. The view from my balcony and the sunsets. Going to the fhse every three days to be jagged by the best guys in the world. I'm going to miss my brothers!! My family and close friends and Melanie. Thank you for spending time with me the last couple days. Life will be different for awhile, not bad, just different. I will come home once again revived with a different view on life. I will once again be truly thankful for what we have here. The days are coming fast......

8 comments:

Cindy said...

Joe,
I want you to know that I pray for you daily. I'm worried about you, and I just want you to be safe. I hope to see you before you leave. Let me know if you have time while you are in Jackson.
Love Your Cousin Cindy

Mark said...

Hey Joe,
I think about you a lot, and I'm sure like everyone else, I pray for you nightly.
You're totally right to enjoy your last week before shipping out. Have a great time, and have a beer for me!

Cindy said...

Joe,
I tried to catch you at your Moms in Jacktown. They said that you left on a earlier train back to the Big City. Damn-it.
If I would have known that you would just be hanging out washing your bike and truck, I would have came to see you yesterday. I have this special litlle heart that I've carried around for sometime. A female Lt. who was in the guards with Connie gave it to me when she was leaving for Iraq 17 years ago. It is a angel in a acrylic heart. She told me to hold onto it while she was gone, and it would be a promise from a little angel that she would be back safe. Well it worked for her, and I wanted to give it to you to put in your pocket so it would watch over you also.
Please keep in touch when you are coming home at Christmas. Maybe there is a way that we can get with you. I'm willing to come back to Chicago.
Sorry to have missed you our Hero. Keep in touch.
Love your cousin Cindy

Cindy said...

Joe,
Take small breaths,don't try to change things right now. Now is not the time. Think of number one, an that is you. Put the future in the future. Only you can predict the future, not anyone else.Be STRONG..You are a survivor.
People love you and we care. Keep in touch. Don't know if I helped today, but I try to listen.
Love Ya Cindy

firemanjoe said...

Cindy, I will keep it close to my heart in my left pocket. I will bring it home when I get back. Thank you...

Unknown said...

I totally dipped into the ice cream the other night. And the uh...wine. I want to make this transition as smooth as possible for you Joe, so your place should be the last thing you worry about. The kids will be safe with me, not sure how safe they'll be at all the parties I'm going to throw though. ;)You're going to be great, your men are in good hands!

Cindy said...

Joe,
Time is getting near. I hope all is going better for you.I know that you are really going in circles right now, but if you still need to talk. Im here to listen!
I think you said that Thursday was your last day at the fire department. That could be a little emotional. But, I'm a big baby! So if you feel like chatting and you have time call before you go.Love you so much. Cindy

Cindy said...

Listening to the president last night, gave me little hope to believe that anything is going to be happen soon. I was hoping for a quicker withdrawl.At least a little quicker!
Like by the time you are suppose to go to Iraq..
I guess I can hope.
How are things going? Was your last day of work okay? Did they send you off with a party?
Hope your weekend turns out to be promising.And that you get ito enjoy it to the fullest.
Take care, time is moving way to fast, hope you have everything in order.
Love and prayers Cindy